I sometimes hate you
I really do
Why did you just go
Why did you went away

All these questions and no answers
You were all I ever wanted
and everything I couldn't get

I hadn't been the only one
I always knew
But I didn't care
had been blind for reality

I can see your face
hear your voice
But you're never there
Why did you have to go?

You're long time gone
But somehow still here
You remain in my mind
I still dream of you at night

I thoght I could never live without you
But still I am alive somehow
I miss you every little second
Can't stop thinking

I hate you beeing gone
But I can't hate you enough
just to forget you

I want you to come back so much
But I know you won't ever do
So I just try to get you out
out of my mind, memories and dreams
But always without sucess

You have been my life
everything I lived for
You still are
even though you're not here
Never will ....