Can't fight the feelings
they need to get out
still I hold them back
waiting for the right moment
to let them escape
deep inside I know
the moment will never come
so I will sit and wait
for you to do something
say, act, anything
I know you never will
me neither
so one day I simply will explode

smile though your heart is aching
smile even though it's breaking
no one knows the inside
shielded and locked away
keep the feelings inside you
let no one know
that the emptyness is tearing you apart
even if you end up in pieces
don't let anyone know why

I know freaking much about you
your world, your life
the only thing I don't know
how you feel about everything at all
I would bet a million dollar
you don't have the slightest idea of my feelings
I could talk more than an hour about you
but do you know anything about me at all
could you talk for even more thant 10 seconds?
we need to talk to each other
but if we do it is always nonsense
if we talk at all
will we ever work?
I feel like I can't breathe any longer
I need to change something
still I am afraid to destroy everything we might have
might have
right now we don't have anything
nothing but emptyness and silence

Es gibt nichts was du tun kannst
nichts dass du sagen kannst
es wird niemals besser werden
die Wunde wird immer weh tun
egal wie lange her es ist
die Zeit heit nun mal nicht alle Wunden
manche gerissenen Löcher werden einfach immer bluten
der Lauf der Zeit kann sie nicht und niemals
vollständig heilen
sie werden immer da sein und einen Tag mehr
den anderen weniger schmerzen