It's midnight again
I lay here on my bed
the feelings I have supressed
for so long
quite successfully
have returned with all strength
I feel so unable to move
I just want someone to hold me
but no one is awake
I'm all alone
just me
the night
and all this pain
I cry and scream
but no one seems to hear me
At night I feel that
everyone could have died
just like you
and I wouldn't notice it
untill the morning